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Friday, May 09, 2003
Here's another one!
I'm actually enjoying this. This is my 3rd for today.... :)
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You're
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, afterall there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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I actually had 2 results for this test. But I guess, this is more me than the other one.
Lately, I'm answering all these online quizzes... the ones you take at quizilla.com.
I think they're really hilarious, plus the fact that they "stereotype" your personality and give you some graphic to post in your website or blogger just like this:
you're fuck.
What swear word are you?
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Haha. I just took the "What Swear Word Are You?" quiz.
Well, what did you know? I'm Fuck.
Haha. So now what do I have to do? Go around and shake everyone's hand saying: "Hey, how're ya doin? I'm Fuck."
If I want to go barok I'd just have to say: "Hey u, how u doin? I'm Pack."
I swear: I'm enjoying this.This is so funny.
(so pani ah. Relly beri pani.)
*Bleah.* Ignore me. I'm bored.
Stoterbaums:
(my blog is for you)
Vic he plays Hua Zhe Lei, the silent type is cute also -- he's the guy that Mau's talking about. But I like Jerry -- he plays Dao Ming Si, the arrogant, childish but a deep-inside-nice boy.
Characters aside, I studied their faces already. Jerry is actually more good looking than Vic because of his nose. It's finer... Vic has a flat nose -- rather it's quite wide but its tall. gets? The only reason why Vic looks cuter than Jerry in Meteor Garden is because of the way they dress. Lei dresses up more subtly while Ah Si is just so flamboyant. None the less, they just add to the fact that Taiwan has a whole pool of fine looking people. (Edison Chen is one of them....) ahem.
Anyway. You get what I mean.
hehe.
I took the Meteor Garden quiz again... cause I have different answers for some questions... and guess what character I got this time around?....
I got San Chai again.
Hmmmm......
I wish I also had a Dao Ming Si.
I'll post more later. They're calling me to eat my breakfast.
ps: I figured the blogout back just for you too!
(sometimes I scare myself... we could be mistaken for lesbians y'know. :) BUT PEOPLE, WE'RE NOT!)
Ok.
I'm going back to my Jap/Chinito phase. I am actually liking Japanese/Chinese guys again.
I think I'm in love with Jerry Yen -- from F4. Why does he have to be so frikkin' hot? Gosh. Actually, ok... he's hot and all... but seriously, I'm in love with his character Dao Ming Si in Meteor Garden. The coolness and arrogance is just so fitting, and so charming at the same time. He is cute pa!
Bleah.
My dad says... one more operation and I'll get my laptop! Yay! I'm so excited for that.
Jerry Yen rules.
Edison Chen rules too.
but at this time Jerry rules more. haha.
Thursday, May 08, 2003
Among all the poems I've written, especially for this year, I think my favorite reality poem that I've written (meaning a poem not involving the matters of the romantic heart, but instead the heart in life's encounters) is 19.
I wrote 19 a few days after my 19th birthday. I wrote it because it was something I felt at that time. I didn't mean it to be metaphoric or anything, but literal. It was because I got sick on my birthday itself. I had a terrible migraine that day, almost fainted in school I took around 3 pain killers and had no immediate avail of relief. And personally, to feel that certain kind of pain with such intensity at such a "young" age made me feel old.
Today, I realize that my poem 19 just went beyond the physical reasons of me writing it. I do feel older now. And the meaning is more than what I meant it to be. It means so much more.
But I guess, if there's any lesson that life has taught me it is that: Life isn't fair... and to stop living all because of imperfections and the hardness of it is not giving yourself the fair deal to explore, learn and grow. When we think that we're burried in a shithole, sometimes we have to stop looking up to the stars -- it makes us feel worst because we compare ourselves to the stars... We should start looking below us, down into the depths of the shithole and realize that there are so many people with us in the shithole as well... (sometimes they are even more buried down below the pit) And it dawns on you that life isn't so bad after all. Maybe afterwards, we could start climbing out of the hole.
Then again, some things are easier said than done.
But that doesn't stop us from trying to make things better.
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19
On a lazy February day
A few days after
The candle smoke has been
huffed off my cake
The urge to wither strikes.
Oldness sets in my bones
And the pink color of my cheeks
Turns to the color of bruises
My blood is churned
Battered in butter.
(I need to feel that wind blow
I want to bathe in an ocean full of oxygen)
Too young to feel this way
To old to know
And to think
I’m just 19.
(February 17, 2003)
Wednesday, May 07, 2003
I took the character quiz based on Meteor Garden, and tada......................
I'm like San Chai daw
Interesting. Too bad I don't have a Lei or a Dao Ming Si.
Consider me obsessed. Yes, I'm obsessed with the new show on ABS-CBN... the one called Meteor Garden.
Ok. I'm no frikin' pop girl. I've heard about Meteor Garden long before they brought it here and dubbed the Taiwanese soap in Filipino. I've heard about F4 too. I admit, I was laughing at them the first time I've heard about them. I mean, they were literally pretty boys with pantene girl-like hair. But, ok. my heart is captured. I actually have a crush on one of them: Jerry Yen - short name. Long name I always forget. He plays Dao Ming Si. I like his character and the way he carries himself. It's so yabang na badboy. And it was so cute. Haha.
I'm stressing over this because I wasn't able to watch Meteor Garden a while ago.
Anyhow. It helps that I have the Meteor Garden Screen Saver on my desktop though. mwahahahahaha!
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I had a TNT interview this morning. My secret weapon was a rosary. I've been pretty into my rosary lately. It's so frikkin' powerful. Say something against it, hala. They made me sing... it was my "secret talent" -- I forgot that they were going to ask you to sing, or do something special -- it's a mandatory TNT first interview thing. So I sang: "I Sing the Body Electric" from Fame. For someone so out of practice, I'm so happy I didn't choke or burp in the middle of my song. Haha!
Did I lose weight? Everyone's been greeting me that I did? As far as the weighing scale is concerned: I didn't. Same digits. But if they think I did... then great! I'm not complaining.....
But I guess I did lose weight: I got sick 3 times for the summer already.
Anyway. It's late. I'm tired. I'm stressed. I need to count the z's in my bed.
Goo-night.
Tuesday, May 06, 2003
Ok... Ok... I have something to Blog about. Finally. Some inspiration just slapped my face and told me to write.
I've been thinking lately about couples... I don't know if I could stand them or if I'm happy for them or if I just feel so sorry about myself.
Surely, there's nothing wrong about having a relationship, but at my situation, this point in time I find them offensive especially if they're being extra cuddley. It's like I want to just shoo them away or just stare at them in disgust. If you use psychology on me, I wouldn't deny that I'm being such a sourgrape.
Yes. I'm such a sourgrape.
And if this is the inspiration that slapped my face, well it just hit me all over again. It insulted and trampled me over and over too.
bleah
At least I'm a happy sourgrape.
=)
FART!!!!!!! Big one. I just typed this whole thing and what do you know?... it just disappears without a trace. And it's funny cause I posted and saved the message already.
*sigh*
enough blogging for one day.
don't you just hate that when that happens?
test. test.
i am so pissed off with my blogger. i want the whole template changed. i'm so sick of this thingee... but no! i'm stuck to it because i've lost my codes for my shout outs.... anyhow.....
