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Thursday, May 01, 2003
I am still obsessed with my life-long ambition of making a song that will move the world.
I still dream of making a movie that everybody will like, because it's unexplainably that: it's pure and honest and based on the raw human emotion.
I still want to be able to publish my own book -- compile my own poems and stuff like that.
I still dream about singing in front of a crowd, in an acoustic performance with a whole 50-pc orchestra accompanying me.
I still want to play at least 3 instruments professionally.
I want to stop my tears from flowing at night due to the hurt and the pain that has accumulated for the past few months.
I want to feel special especially now.
I got home this morning at around 2 am from the Medical Mission reunion. I wanted to go home earlier but my dearest father didn't want to leave yet. I was so sleepy that I had blurry vision already. Anyway... so a while ago, I woke up at 10 am and had a talk with Zig, the VP of COSA for the additionaly promotional projects for this year's cheer rally.
I was thinking, why not just give out eggs or even balut to the students. And on those eggs, the cheer rally date is printed. It serves as an invite as well as food for the students?... diba?
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Business aside, I checked my tagboard, a Jason Lehman from Columbus OH signed my tagboard telling me to check out his band. (Click his name above and it'll lead you to the ZephyruS webpage.)
They're not so bad at all. I dig their song Puzzle which you can download in Real Audio format. I think they're good, but a little more polishing will make them something.
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Opinion ko lang ah... ok lang ang Zephyrus kasi may talent sila pero seryoso, may laban pa rin ang Pinoy. Magaling ang Pinoy!!! (Tulad ng Ziplok, Happy Meals, FOE, Chico Sci etc...) Pero pakinggan silang banyangang Zephyrus, may ipapakita at ibabatbat din naman. =)
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Yay! My dad agreed to buy me a laptop... he told me to look for a deal. So at least, I have a go signal already. =)
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And before I forget: HAPPY LABOR DAY!
Tuesday, April 29, 2003
Tonight, at 7pm I will be attending the Medical Mission Reunion at Sukina. It's cool that I'm going to get to see the whole team again. =)
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The Batangas people should be on their way home now, unless they decide to do something really spontaneous again or something like that. I will have to talk to Tin about certain "issues" the next time I see her.
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COSA is collaborating with Blue Rep, the Blue Rep core really haven't finalized a decision. We're still talking about it, but there's this kick ass idea Pineds gave a few minutes ago... I will not spill the details, technically it's top secret. -- But that idea was awesome. I dig it. Then again, the core will have to decide either YES or NO for the 2 projects that COSA is asking help for.
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I really need a laptop. I'm not kidding. I need it for school big time. I'm trying to borrow money from my dad, he hasn't replied back to me... ok... he has he goes: What do you need that money for? (See, I borrowed money from him) and I told him that I'll buy myself a laptop... and I'm still waiting for his reply. hehe.
I hope he's nice enough... =) (if he buys me one: GREAT! But even if he just lent me money, that would be cool too.) Anyhow... kung di talaga pwede, eh di hindi pwede. I'm just trying my luck....
Monday, April 28, 2003
I've been listening to the Aida Sountrack I borrowed from Pineds. I immediately fell in love with "Amneris' Letter" performed by Shania Twain. I also fell in love with the song: "How I Know You" performed by James Taylor.
I want to sing them both. haha! :)
Blue Rep will have this awesome promotional night tentatively called Blue Rep: Unplugged. on July 4, 2003 at the Birdhouse. Yay! Cha, the special projects manager (who stormed this beautiful idea) invited me to perform here. I told her yes! I'm excited for that. Makapal ako ngayon, pero kung sa excited talaga ako eh I'm really looking forward to this event. Anyhow, I have to start my conceptualizations na. I have to be able to submit a proposal before the next Blue Rep Core meeting comes.
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I have a bunch of Blue Rep jokes and humor passing through my mind. I just love Blue Rep! They're the best org ever!
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Pineds, by any chance you drop by my webpage, please give me the Blue Rep Website so I can man the html stuff na. thanks.
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"Amneris' Letter"
I'm sorry for everything I've said
And for anything I forgot to say too
When things get so complicated
I stumble, at best muddle through
I wish that our lives could be simple
I don't want the world, only you
Oh, I wish I could tell you this to your face
But there's never the time, never the place
And this letter will have to do
I love you
- From Elton John & Tim Rice's AIDA
a Walt Disney Theatrical Production
I finally took out the link to my old blog. I wasn't sure from the time I decided to revamp my site if I should still keep the link to it. But I decided to finally give the old thing a rest... anyhow, if you're still interested in the old yaps I've done, click SPAT
Anyhow, I'm sick. I bet you know that now, if you actually read my blogs. But supposing you didn't... I'm sick. I'm sick and I feel like shit -- for various reasons, not limiting it to the fact that I'm sick. Anyway, point taken. Bleah.
What happened to orsinal.com? They used to be a flash oriented game website and now? They're porn!!! I better remove it from my links.
Anyhow. I wonder how my blockmates are enjoying Talisay, Batangas at this very point in time. I hope they enjoy their little spontaneous outing. Tin, I swear you better practice on your organizational skills... remember to follow-up next time. Anyhow.... whatever works. And I hope y'all are having fun!
I still owe Ian the economics workbook. I will figure something out by this week. Dude, I'm so sorry for not having given it asap. Last week, my mom had heavy migraines so she couldn't drive around as much.
I need to get the discs I had Ian burn for me. It's with Zig. He was supposed to drop by last week to get the DVDs... but he didn't. (as usual) Anyhow.... I hope to get it soon, before the summer ends at least.
So many stuff to do tomorrow. I don't plan on doing the stuff I need to do today. I feel like crap and even worse. I hope I get to sleep soundly tonight.
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I looked out of the window last night... I saw a beautiful night sky... I rarely see a beautiful night sky in Manila -- perhaps it's because it's a city and there's just so much light. But last night... for some reason, from the window, I withnessed an etherreal site. It was funny cause my windows have bars/grills, and I felt like I was a prisoner from the natural celestial beauty right above me... None the less, it soothed my frayed nerves and depressed soul.
I wrote a poem in my head last night. I couldn't sleep. The thing is... if you write a poem in your head while you're trying to sleep... most likely you wouldn't remember it. And that's the case I have. I do remember the gist of it, but before any presentation/posting of my poem, I would write it all down and edit it first.
"Comin' down the world turned over
Angels fall without you there
And I'll go on to bring you home
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become what you became to me...."
- Black Balloon (The Goo Goo Dolls)
Sunday, April 27, 2003
I'm back from the Blue Rep Plansem. I'm pretty much excited about what will happen for the year. For sure it will take so much of my time. I'm pretty nervous as to how I'll fare in school... I really think I need a laptop now... I'll barely be home or something.
I'm sick. I think the fake SARS jokes we made over the plansem has settled on me. Hehe. No. I don't have SARS but I think I have the Flu. So, this unexpected ailment of mine, made me not go to the summer outing to Batangas with my friends.
Anyhow. These are the never do tips:
1. Never drink half a glass of vinegar -- it will frikkin' give you hyperacidity.
I had to drink half a glass of vinegar, as part of our team building activity. The activity was based on the Fear Factor show. Some of us had to eat Wasabi crackers, a clove of garlic, a whole preserved egg, and a mountainful of chocolate balls. Anyway, I won my round... but I had hyperacidity right after! Haha! Pineds had to buy Kremil-S in the middle of the night just for me. I bet I freaked him out. Oh well...
2. Be careful about glass doors... don't shine them too much. You might wham in them
It's a good thing I saw the glass door before slamming into them.
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Anyhow... so there.... BlueRep rules!
