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Saturday, August 16, 2003
A beautiful Sunday will be wasted because I will have to study my CS21a shit. -- Not that studying is a waste of time, but instead of me relaxing etc., I am at the mercy of my brain trying to cope with the lesson I don't particularly get. I am supposed to go over at Tin's house, but apparently the lass is still a sleeping beauty. I have tried to answer the Sample Midterms available online, and to no avail... the only thing I learned was to freak out more.
*sigh*
It's been a while since my last blog. I think I should say what needs to be said because it will be definitely be a while before I get to blog again...
August 6 - Happy Birthday Rache! *mwah*
August 12 - Happy Birthday Aya!
August 14 - Happy Birthday Chris and Anjo!
August 15 - Happy Birthday Mau and Happy Assumption Day!
August 17 - Happy Birthday Charles & Lance!
August 19 - Happy Birthday Stots!
August 19 & 22 - WALANG PASOK!
Yehey!
August 30 - PLumb's Manila Concert. I really wanna watch. I'm egging my dad to go with me. It'll be fun... You know. a Father-Daughter date. Coolio. I want my Momma to go too, but I'm not sure she'll enjoy the music.
Dude I gotta study the shit now. Else, I'd be picked up from shit soon.
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VOCAB
Shit
- work, stuff, things, excreted waste products,
- expression meaning cool and awesome; expression meaning annoying, awful or bad.
- positivity or negativity of the word really depends on the syntax, or context of the statement.
* I use it for both positive and negative contexts. Hehe. Sometimes even in one sentence. But mostly, I call the stuff I'm working on shit, whether I like what I'm doing or not. Please don't take it against me. =)
Tuesday, August 05, 2003
I find this futile.
I'm talking to myself again. As if anyone will care to note my thoughts.
Bleah.
I'm in a bad mood.
I have a lot of stuff I need to do, but somehow I'm procrastinating again. It's as if, I've lost my will to study for today. Things didn't worked out the way I wanted and it just totally ripped off my inspiration to work and finish all that I need to finish. Ok. I intend to finish my poster that is due for Friday. I don't have pictures... I need 5 original pictures. And I don't have them. Bleah.
There's a test pa this Friday. Pakshet.
I can really conquer the week, but I'm not up to conquering anything for now. This life is cruel today.
Bleah.
Bad mood.
Tuesday, July 22, 2003
Ok.
I finally got one programming itch down. I completed my own set of Flashcards. Damn. This is a CS21a achievement for me. I just have to study more on Boolean logic, loops, if & then statements, and all the rest of that funky Java jargon. I'm so cramming everything up.
I also just learned C++ thanks to Antet, Mau's bro. His internet connection was terminated suddenly, so our C++ tutorial session has been cut short. I did learn a lot though. And I am truly grateful and thankful to him. Yay!
Do I notice a pattern? I'm thinking in chopped up logic. It's not like I could speak my thoughts as straight as I want to. It's as if my logical side of the brain is overwriting all the creativity that should have gathered all the while. My blog, train of thought and writing content is suffering.
Not that I put anything really worthwhile for the people at Blogger.com to notice.
Bleah.
The point is. I need to study more Java jargon etc. I have to be able to explain the application of averaging in English tomorrow.
I'm signing up for an account in Pitas. I hear from Tin, it's pretty cool.... so I'm saving my namespace on their freedomain. Hehe.
I feel pressure you know.
"To whom much is given, much is expected."
Wishful Wishings...
It wouldn't hurt anyone if God willed it to have no classes tomorrow. That would be really nice. Everyone needs a break. Hehe.
Sunday, July 20, 2003
Do you know how fun this is?
I'm blogging again. After a long hiatus: I am blogging all over again.
What's cooler is that I am actually blogging in style. Why? Because, I am blogging from my new notebook. This is so much fun. What convenience and portability and that wonderful fact that I'm not going to get kicked out of the PC because, first and foremost, not one and more importantly it's MINE.
Mwahahahaha!
Ok. Enough conceit and arrogance and yabang.
Anyhow... I'll probably blog more worthwhile stuff when I have more worthwhile time. I'm still downloading a program and it's acting strange on my notebook.
Later.
Tuesday, July 08, 2003
I like blogging in the CS21a computer labs. Why? Because... the net connection is much much faster than the one I have at home. Number 2, the blogger typing format shown on the computer screen at the lab is so much cooler and better than the one shown at home. How it happens? I have no frikkin' idea.
Tonight, there will be another blueREP workshop. It'll be from 430-8pm or something to that effect... basta I know it will end later than most member orientation and training seminars offered by other orgs to their new members Last Monday, I wasn't able to assist the whole workshop due to a miscommunication, so today. I will be here the whole time. Neato! I'm so excited! Our applicants are very very very talented and bloody amazing! I'm so happy and proud! Yay!
On the other side of the lake, amidst my mirth and excitement, there is bad news. Destiny cable will be taking out channel 20, Star Mandarin. I'm so sad. That's my favorite channel ever. Well, my favorite movie channel at least. *sigh*
Destiny cable's getting suckier by the minute. They have practically taken out the Star Network by the pixel. I'll blame it on Sky cable though... greedy businessmen. Schmuck. Now, I really want the Dream Broadcasting system. Damn.
*wishful thinking*
Anyhoo...
I'm doing something with Boolean logic. I'm not getting it. =S this sucks. I really need that JCreator. And I really should stop doing this, cause I'm concentrating on blogging instead of figuring my program out. Schmuck.
I'm a stupid schmuck.
Later.
Monday, July 07, 2003
Happy Birthday PISY!!!
You're 20 na...and well older and wiser and better. A lot has passed since 1st year college and it's nice to see you through the changes that college has brought upon us. Stay nice. Be good. And stay the cool cat you are!
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Aside from the momentous milestone of a birthday celebration today. Today was well, tiring.
I'm too tired to even write about it. Bleah.
And the one thing that even "depresses" me more is that... nobody's asking questions. :(
Ok. Ok. now, my turn to ask a question or two... maybe even more:
Mitzi's question: Why is the turn of the water flow when you flush the toilet counter-clockwise? Then somehow, towards the end of the flush, the water flow turns in a clockwise direction?
Please submit your answers in my spot-spit below my blog. Thank you very much.
And a good evening to all. I shall hit the sack and catch the moon.
Saturday, July 05, 2003
I had a very busy weekend. Although today is Sunday, and it is technically still a weekend, my operative word is "had" because for the past 2 days, Friday and Saturday. I wasn't at home and I've never touched my books yet and I've got a ton of stuff to do and I haven't gone to mass yet. Yikes.
Anyhoo, I did have fun last Friday at the TNT party at Doods' house (thanks for hosting the party dude). I have to admit I was pretty scandalized from all the green/adult party games, but it was fun. Thank heavens, I only played 1 game. Yay!
Yesterday's formsem activities fascilitated by JQ were really fun too. I especially had fun guessing "Dao Ming Si, with a fan in a warhouse in Germany." Bleah. Ruined punchline if you weren't there.
And yesterday night, Tin was with us: my Mom and Tatay and I, we ate dinner out after formsem and we watched Charlie's Angels! Whatta fun movie! I loved it! I was laughing the whole time. People, it's a no-brainer movie. Do not expect it to be some detective story ala CSI. Just sit down, relax and watch it for fun's sake. -- I had to say that cause I've encountered people telling me it was stupid & ugly because it was too shallow its humor was based on other out of the blue stuff. Punchline. Watch it without expecting anything. It's a movie where you can let loose and have fun -- That is in my humble opinion.
I have another question to answer. And Chinkin asks:
Q1: Relaxed or Calm?
A: Calm. Personally, calmness is the higher state of being. Like happy vs. joy. Joy is more spiritual while being happy is just happy. I like the state of being calm because you are relaxed and at peace at the same time. Unlike being relaxed, you're just unstressed, but it doesn't mean you're settled. It's been my goal since 4th year high school to be able to reach a state of fierce calmness in everything I encounter. I don't mean feeling the ultimate lethargy and apathy towards the world -- that really defeats the purpose of my goal. I want to be in the state of fierce calmness in the sense that I want to be more patient, understanding, relaxed, whole, at peace and at ease with everything I say and do. I guess it's a personal spiritual quest for me. So when I say I'm calm, I'm better than relaxed. I know everything will be ok no matter what. And that security against fate or the future is what reassures me and makes me whole.
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Post your questions at the guestbook, shout-outs or the Spit-Spots below the blog. =) Preferrably guestbook or spot-spits.
Keep your questions coming. It's fun thinking about them. =) Wag lang math ah. ;p
